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B O N J O U R, M O N A M I.
I'm Farina, almost two-oh. Yes, hard to believe.A young lady who resides in the super sunny Malaysia. I like fireworks & stars. Freedom is a major thing for me. I honestly can't stand knowing that I'm missing out on life. Go to Church on Sundays & babysit the darling nephew often. I heart Tumblr. Sometimes I'm onfacebook & twittertoo. |
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This blog was opened to accomodate Farina's mindless musings and daily rantings.Do enjoy your stay here, and don't take what's not yours! archives
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Something different for a change.
      Mostly found on Tumblr rest assured I;ve reblogged them. (not that it really matters) And the first and the last is from a graphic site that I don't bother to remember. So yeah, hopefully this will lighten the mood. I need to escape from myself a little while. Labels: graphics, Just For Fun, tumblr Don't think too much F, you just might lose your head.
Stressed out. Who knew staying at home could be such a torture?Well, it's not that bad. And no, it's more about the thoughts that are dwelling in my head. Sigh. Lately, money, career and study options have been dragging me down. I can't seem to make up my mind about any. There's just so many things I want to be doing. So many decisions to think about and the people that are involved. Ugh. Don't mind me, I'm just making things more complicated than it should be. Life is difficult when you don't know where you stand. XOXO Labels: Gossip Girl Influenced. Back to blogging without readers.
Yes, I'm making my blog into private again. Not that anyone can read it, anyway. So right now, I'm currently in the living room with my sister- who's using Betty's laptop. Betty is my sis-in-law, also the mother of my darling nephew again. My sister just got back from Shah Alam last night. Joy! =) These past days have been exhausting. Sunday, I went for rock climbing with the Church's Youth. It was fun, a great first time experience. Even though, I got lost and vaguely knew the faces and the rest I've never even knew existed. There was Elvy, but we aren't that closed anymore. It's kinda awkward to be around her. I just don't feel comfortable and I think she feels the same too. There were two people from RCIA, a boy and a girl. We aren't that tight and were in different groups. My teammates were okay though. We kinda hit it off. =) It's sad that they started to leave one by one. In the end, we were deserted and only two were left standing. I got tired and bored of climbing. It's not that easy. Sigh. It turned out alright. I managed to climbed a few to the top and gathered the first point for the team. For rock climbing, anyway. =) I don't think they noticed but who cares? It was nice that the ladies offered to pick me up to get there because I side-tracked to the Complex instead. Damn directions should have been clearer. Sigh. Especially for the people that has never even been there. Maybe I'm the one who should have checked earlier. It's my fault for not going to Mass, anyway. So I deserved every bit of it. God must be teaching me a lesson on commitment.Speaking of commitment, about the job interview. I texted my friend last-minute that I wasn't coming. I feel like an awful human being that shouldn't even be allowed to step foot on this earth. I'm so sorry, Shamira. You have a lot of things to deal already, aside from my non-cooperation and laidback but panicky behaviour. I really wanted to try it out, but I wasn't prepared. It held so much responsibility for me to think. I was positive that I would be crushed in the interview if I failed. I wasn't ready to face it all. Even my resume bear suspicion and I still haven't photocopied any of the things I needed. In conclusion, I bailed out on the deal. I feel like I'm still a mess and I haven't quite settle myself down yet. That's why I can't commit to a job like this. I'm positive that there will be something out there. I just have to keep on looking and pray for guidance. I still haven't filled out any forms yet. I know I told mum that I have filled out the UPU application, but I lied. I know it's a terrible thing to do in fact I'm sinning by doing so. I just wanted my mum to get off my back about it. Plus, I'm still waiting for the final result of STPM to come out. Which is taking longer than it's supposed to. I think I will fill it out tonight or tomorrow. We'll see. Other than that, there's the SPA & Maktab too. I bought the Pin No. yesterday with faithful friend Becky. =) It was my first time going to BSN to buy the Pin on my own. Well, kinda. I had company. Hehe. Anyway, we were actually rushing to buy it because it was the last day. Turns out, when we went to check it online it was extended to this Friday. =/ And during the registration we couldn't register for IPTA aka UPU if we were to apply for KPLSPM(Maktab). So this is quite an itch to figure out. Why couldn't they told us earlier?? Not after, we bought the Pin. That would probably be our fault for not doing enough research and blindly following what everyone else is doing. Tsk tsk. How unwise of us. =/ So right now, still figuring out if I'm going to apply for Maktab or not. Okay, that's about it. I'll update more later. =) Labels: Private, Update., Venting Rawr!
Status Report Current mood : Pissed. Like usually. These days a lot of annoying stuff are upsetting me. Current song : "Gives You Hell" by The All-American Rejects on replay. ="= Why? My Sis-in-law's friend, Kilon. He borrowed something from me without asking. What is it? A CD I borrowed from Becky that I haven't finished watching.
I'm annoyed that he didn't ask me and more annoyed than he thought I wouldn't mind. That's it, I'm putting all my stuff away in my room and locking it. I also intend to get my own laptop soon. (Just as soon as I saved enough money for it) Hopefully, keeping my fingers crossed. (And I'll need a job for that) Damn it, why couldn't he asked first? I feel used, mistreated and disappointed. =( It's good though. I mean, being upset. It takes away the nerves(about the job- read previous post) and makes me focus on better stuff. =) I'm actually more honest when I'm annoyed or miserable. No pain, no gain huh? Not exactly sure if I'm using the phrase in the right context. Oh well, can't be bothered with all the little details now. Can we? =) Here's some pictures from last Saturday. Just uploaded from my friend, Ah Lok ^^
Labels: annoyed, disapointed, oh well., pissed I don't have any lines to go right here so, Tubba teletubbie!
The title is a line from Eminem's song, "Just Lose It".So earlier...I just got off from a phone call with a friend who's offering a job at her place. It's an Office type of work, supposedly they need someone who's good in English. I agreed an interview with the Boss on Monday. I'm actually pretty freaked out about it. It just feels like it's confined and caged because... I'll probably end up sitting in an office all day. I'm nervous meeting people with high profiles too. I feel pressured because it's the place that where my friend and her boyfriend works. The Boss is probably the boyfriend's Dad. What if I embarrassed myself? Or worst, embarrass my friend. >.<" Oh God, what am I going to do? I want to make a good impression on them. She said the job is going to need some commitment. I'm not totally confident that I can do that. Overall, it'll be good experience. Wait, what am I gonna wear? Ugh. I can't wwar slacks and a white T-shirt for the interview. Uhm. Wearing Baju Kurung would be too much. Gah, feels like I'm getting married and trying to win over my soon-to-be in-laws. This is not right, I've never even had a real boyfriend before! *Sad. What rubbish am I spouting? I don't even know! Breathe, darling. Breathe! Labels: Friends, Interviews, Nerves, Panic Attack, paranoia, Potential Job, Sigh. I'm a sucker for Horoscope. Idk why :/
SagittariusPositive period till 16th March 2011. You will experience growth and rise in repute. You will feel a higher level of energy & creative ability too. 17th March onwards a gradual distance from family & relatives could be felt. There could be some changes in property as well as domestic matters. As long as you are positive, there would be abundant energy to work out matters. Yearly Horoscope - 2011 Sagittarius You’re an optimistic soul, Sag, and this should be a great year for you. Your intuition is very active, so “it” just might happen. Just be sure to look before you leap. I've always been fascinated by the accuracy of some Horoscopes. It's like I'm getting to know about things that I didn't even realise about myself. Knowledge is quite wonderful. Just make sure you don't believe in 'it' too much. Remember, above all... God comes first! =) Labels: Belief, Horoscope, Just For Fun, Religion Last Sunday.
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